Sunday, March 27, 2011

Losing the "AMOR"

When I lost someone very important in my life, I realize that GOD still loves me...
God always try me how to be become a patience woman?
I know that God always love me....
one afternoon when I felt lonely I read some story from the chicken soup for the teenage soul the story about relationship,the story same with my love story and Now I want to share to all of You how I lost someone in my life.......

I ever heart that sentences and I'm very like it :
"When an emotional injury takes place,
the body begins a process as natural as the healing of a physical wound,
Let the process happen, trust that nature will do the healing
know that the pain will past,and when it passes,you will be stronger,happier, more sensitive and aware"……….

This is the story :
The girl is very beautiful, Intelligent, attractive and down to earth. Her name is ILA. The boy name's LEO, They had been relationship for 9 years........
ILA very loves LEO,she thinks that LEO only boy she would ever have these feeling for, that He was one of the only boy would ever understand her and cares so much to her....and she thinks that LEO is a perfect man to her.......
One day ILA decided to continuous her study in abroad and time pass away everything is going fine......
in abroad LEO always calls her......
but one day when ILA was coming back for holiday, she saw LEO with another girl were dating. but Leo always said to ILA that he would always care for her,but that it had become impossible to love her.
she is very disappoint with LEO and she decided to broke-up from LEO. For weeks she couldn't see him with other girls without thinking that they were dating. she threw herself at different guys. she doesn't know exactly what point things started to change. She began spending time with her friends. She joined clubs and made after school plans. she was doing all she could to stay busy.
slowly she began to have fun by herself without LEO. beyond that, she discovered things she liked doing, ways she could be of help. She lend sympathetic ear to others who were hurting.
Time pass away she began to smile and finally to laugh again. whole days would pass without a thought of LEO.....

The wonderful that happened was that I learned " HOW TO BE A WHOLE PERSON NOT A HALF COUPLE" but I had asked myself if never caring for someone so that I wouldn't feel that hurt was worth it.
I know now that the famous quote is true. "BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND LOST THAN NEVER TO HAVE LOVED AT ALL". Because no matter what, Loving myself can heal anything.

I had lost someone in my life there is My first love and my everything but I realize that I never lost my parent, my friends and everyone who loves me...life must go on, and Now LIFE IS MINE, I do what I want to do, Nobody else only me, There's no point to waiting him again, He is the pass and now I'm waiting for my future because loving myself can heal anything that is the point....
       

 Good Bye "LEO"